AcidMasquerade

I know a pretty rave girl

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 23:32:46 GMT

Life is going too fast.
I can't keep up.

this weekend

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:04:41 GMT

reminded me why I hate drinking.

It was fun though.

ajfdiojasdf

Dance on into the night

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 23:01:41 GMT

After a long and incredibly shitty and stressful week, today was wonderful.

Got my first speeding ticket.

The boys played an amazing game at state's.

John might be coming home tomorrow which makes me really happy.

Tomorrow night I get to flirt with a ridiculously hot guy for multiple hours.

I just feel freaking good.

And I love the people around me.

Lala <3

I AM A GOLDEN GOD

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 00:39:54 GMT

I pretty much fell in love with St John Fisher College and I can't wait for life after high school.

I'm visiting John soon and I can't wait. Ahhh!

My best friend's going to be a model, what? :P

I love fuckin around at the boys soccer games because they rock and the senior class is amazing.

I have a crush and it's crazy and only John knows the name. :X

Backstreet Boys CD comes out tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AP Bio is draining the life out of me minute by minute but I love it

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 21:38:13 GMT

Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cake hole.

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 00:40:55 GMT

So basically I'm loving senior year right now.

People are happy and laughing and the drama doesn't matter and I have a crush.

It's great.

And when it's not great I watch Supernatural for half an hour or go work out and I feel awesome again.

Talking to John tonight was pretty fantastic because I miss him a lot.

Football game tomorrow should be fun.

Ah, this is what life should be like all the time :)

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 18:23:08 GMT

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you.

It's ridiculous how much this hurts.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 02:35:37 GMT

How did people become so unhappy and jaded and cold.

I'm completely lost.

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:15:03 GMT

So I'm pretty pumped for Supernatural + Kanye West today.
(There goes my pay check.)

Today's going to be a good day, and I can't wait until Sunday.

I put a spell on you

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:58:00 GMT

Well today was pretty boring until John walked into work, completely freaking unexpected.

Pretty much made my day.

Tonight I actually set a date to visit St John Fisher.
Yes, we're making progress.

Air conditioning at work is still broken and it's KILLING me! Good golly.

Tomorrow Meg and I are going to see Superbad and I'm psyched.

Why do I already have so much darn homework??

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 21:48:58 GMT

Well today was a real kick in the face.

I hope today doesn't set the tone for the whole of senior year.

Talked to my three favorite ex seniors though; Ryan, John, Matt. All of them ejoying college and getting parking tickets :P

I took a spinning class last night that really kicked my ass and I can't wait for next week's.

This whole 'tryingtogetoverthisboyivelikedforyears' thing is really killing me.

So I go to the gym on gas I can't afford.

And eat wayy to much.

And more positively, study my ass off.

Love love <3

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:44:53 GMT

I am desperate for school to start on Wednesday.

I've been listening to the new Backstreet Boys single constantly.

Everyone is officially in college.

My mother is on a massive power trip these last couple days.

I can't wait for college visiting in NYC.

I'm pretty excited for my new work schedule tomorrow and finally being able to go to spinning.

I can barely afford my gas :(

Drinking Red Bull makes me less sad.

My brain isn't in any kind of good place at the moment.

Fuck, I can't wait for school to start.

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:49:54 GMT

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 03:43:26 GMT

Europe was decent.

I brought home two pairs of heels.

I haven't worked out in weeks.

I have the most fucked up relationships with guys and its starting to get fucking old.

I'm psyched for the Sex and the City movie.

I can't sleep.

My heart is breaking little by little every day just waiting for mid August to come around.

My internship is going well.

My grama makes the greatest blueberry pie.

Tomorrow I"m going to see Harry Potter with Pat and Meg and we'll probaly be the oldest ones in the audience.

I need an attitude adjustment.

I can't wait to go back to school.

$^%$)^(@$%)^(@$%()@#$^(&_%$

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 02:43:30 GMT

Well, shit.

This weekend has been pretty okay. Went to the drive in with John, Andy and Danielle on Friday. Watched two of the worst movies ever made. Got doughnut holes thrown at my car. Was reminded of how completely boring next year is going to be. Had a pretty great time though.

Saturday was our concert funraiser thing and can I just say, holy bajeezus I'm so glad we're done with that. It was okay though. Met some cuties. Yeah, pretty sweet.

Today packed for europe which I leave for on Tuesday :D Gram came over, I baked (food), we ate, blah blah blah.

Tomorrow's going to suck cause I have to work and hopefully will find some time to squeeze in some face time with John. And working out. Yehaw. I'm fucking excited and nervous as hell basically for this whole trip thing. Yeah. Cool.

Not to mention I'm PMSing like there's no tomorrow and it's bringing me down. But not too down :D

IRON like a LION in ZION

I will miss these boys :)

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:35:32 GMT

These two boys basically made my high school band career 190384234% worth all the bullshit. :D

:) The boy who's pretty much been there through, well, everything. Love love love.

The best friend who sent me these pics. Thanks Meg :D

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 04:59:27 GMT

Holy hell, I'm a senior.

Graduation was wonderful and horrible.
I cried for about five minutes in the car afterwords.

Pictures coming soon. :)

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:41:34 GMT

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 00:13:12 GMT

Everything is happening all at once and I need that friend, that boy that's always been there through everything, that boy I've told everything to, but he's not there and I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do next year.

It's too late to apologize

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:25:59 GMT

Last day of school yesterday.

Monday and yesterday were the worst days, emotionally, that I've had in a really really long time.

I'm going to miss some of those kids so fucking much.
One in particular.
:(

It was a good year though, overall. Made some awesome new friends who I hope I don't lose over the summer.
Got a lot closer with some old friends.

It was a good ride.

Seniors '08
Just wait.

Oh and JC Chasez's new CD is going to kick ass, I can't wait. :D

Wed, 30 May 2007 01:32:31 GMT

Wow I don't update too much anymore.

I'm losing interest in the internet.

Nothing is happening in life.

I wish my heart would just stop breaking already.
Jeesh, I'm such a girl.

10 more days of school!
I'm studying my ass off for History and Pre Calc.
In between studying I'm working out for hours at a time.
And at night I crash in bed and dream horrible dreams and wake up at 5 am.

Good news is I'm never late for school. Or anything else.

I bought Supernatural on DVD and can't wait to crack that thing open.

SAT is Saturday and it just occured to me maybe I should bring my review book home.

I love having my licencse even though I haven't gone anywhere but the gym and Pixley's. Haha :D

"I'm scootin' in heels!"

Fri, 25 May 2007 02:07:23 GMT

Tentative plans to visit NYC in September.

And go on the Sex and the City tour with my madre.

And shop.

And shop.

Holy cow I'm so excited!

Wed, 16 May 2007 21:10:07 GMT

:)

Basically I haven't stopped listening to the new Linkin Park and Good Charlotte CD for the past week and a half.
If you know me, you know how ridiculous that sounds.

Leaving for WV tomorrow morning.

I love cute employess at the gym.

Life is damn good :)

When the sun shines, we'll shine together

Thu, 10 May 2007 20:49:16 GMT

I got my internship

My road test is in twelve/almost 11 days

News on the street is that I'm probably still going to Europe for 12 days.

I bought new shoes.

And a new Guess bag.

And I'm on a shitimgoingtoeurope-igottagethot diet.

Sara Jessica Parker has a clothing line coming out and Meg and I are going to buy lots of things from it on June 7 when I can finally drive!

I'm back in the working-out swing of things, which of course feels wonderful.

I'm so so lucky.

Lifee is pretty damn good.

Denial ain't just a river in Egypt

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 12:42:43 GMT

Life life life.

BAC today with momma, finally. A month later. It's going to feel soooo great.

I haven't smoked in five months and I've never felt better.

Al Gore was great last night, what a dynamic speaker.

I'M GOING TO FUCKING EUROPE that's the best part of my life right now :D

Tomorrow i'm going shopping for new shoes, mi favrito. Ahh, shoes :)

Sex and the City always cheers me up, it's basically been all that was on the TV the last fourteen days. Haha.

The hot drummer boy was in town last week but I didn't see him!!

I heard from my other army buddy who is coming home in a month. When I can fiannly drive.
Yeyeah, that's going to be fun :)

John got athlete of the week which is sweet even though I haven't talked ot him in weeks which is killing me.